moving away for the myspace
I've decided to write-blog more Smoke Signals other than on the myspace....my myspace people - frens list is getting a lil to grand and not sure I want everyone within my myspace to read my random thoughts.....
I've realized my blog comments were mainly on the topics of relationships/love/sex, indian issues, not soo much personal but then again do i really want all my thoughts out in the open for all to read and comment back on. Some thoughts are simply there to be read, not always looking for feedback...kind of like when one has a issue come up and I simply want to vent - I dont want one to tell me how to solve my rant and rages but simply to listen - or read....
I love the myspace - as I've said before its a love hate relationship - you are slowly pulled in by the friends u build - the thoughts one's post, feening me to post more and more thoughts - although I tend to hit my dry spells and hesitate to blog about my personal life or daily rants and raves, then I easily hate it for the comments one can view, the addiction I have to change my profile lots O' times...pull away meliss, pull away...dont log in and appear online
Here I will simply post my daily thoughts about New Jersey, my so called smoke-signal'less life (few physical relations to natives) sports (KINGS, CELTICS, NETS FAN), love or wait the lack there of of loving I be getting - is it sad when I get more hugging and loving from my 3 & 4 year olds at work....and that the texts, phone calls I send and receive just dont suffice to what a real hug, kiss which can lead to more from.....????.....yea that's his name....????? the daily odd convo's i have and have to share with miss michele (yes one L) about work and what so and so said to me - how much I may or may not miss HOME - the fam, my nieces and nephews - whom cease to stop rising in numbers
well im sitting here on 5 1/2 hours of sleep which for me is not good - people who can make it thru that much sleep on a daily need to get the hell outta here - I function well and above the way with a minimum of 7 hrs....I need my energy and bascic will to work with the kids from 8-4:30....
I've realized my blog comments were mainly on the topics of relationships/love/sex, indian issues, not soo much personal but then again do i really want all my thoughts out in the open for all to read and comment back on. Some thoughts are simply there to be read, not always looking for feedback...kind of like when one has a issue come up and I simply want to vent - I dont want one to tell me how to solve my rant and rages but simply to listen - or read....
I love the myspace - as I've said before its a love hate relationship - you are slowly pulled in by the friends u build - the thoughts one's post, feening me to post more and more thoughts - although I tend to hit my dry spells and hesitate to blog about my personal life or daily rants and raves, then I easily hate it for the comments one can view, the addiction I have to change my profile lots O' times...pull away meliss, pull away...dont log in and appear online
Here I will simply post my daily thoughts about New Jersey, my so called smoke-signal'less life (few physical relations to natives) sports (KINGS, CELTICS, NETS FAN), love or wait the lack there of of loving I be getting - is it sad when I get more hugging and loving from my 3 & 4 year olds at work....and that the texts, phone calls I send and receive just dont suffice to what a real hug, kiss which can lead to more from.....????.....yea that's his name....????? the daily odd convo's i have and have to share with miss michele (yes one L) about work and what so and so said to me - how much I may or may not miss HOME - the fam, my nieces and nephews - whom cease to stop rising in numbers
well im sitting here on 5 1/2 hours of sleep which for me is not good - people who can make it thru that much sleep on a daily need to get the hell outta here - I function well and above the way with a minimum of 7 hrs....I need my energy and bascic will to work with the kids from 8-4:30....
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