the views capture

Im trying to finish this book I started a few weeks ago - Im annoyed with the basic same - single girl with her so called depressing life only becuase its a life without a man in her life plot - but I have to finish it because thats how I roll...the book is something borrowed...i think i'll let someone borrow it indefinately when I finish it. I wanted soo badly to venture to Borders today to purchase some books but um' I have three I need to read on top of sad girl's hope to find her happiness with a man.

Reaching out.....been thinking about it lately. and it has to do with my niceness, if I stopped reaching out to people first, will we lose contact? Granted we all get busy in our life's and what it brings to us and Im one to talk too because I go through my few phases of not wanting to be a social bug and send many to the voicemail but sometimes I think about the people I always contact first.....although I did get one text saying havent' heard from ya lately..whats up...the one person I proly dont need to hear from I hear from...I only moved away its not like i said no more contact but maybe people think Im busy and therefor dont call me either.....hmmmm

Thunderheart has been on tv alot lately..and of course I watched it both times...I thought I had Skins with me but it must be at my sisters...my favorite quote from Thunderheart...the old man talking to graham greene and val kilmer who are arguing it up..."Knock it off, knock it off, you two remind me a couple ol' woman." val kilmer's all stunned by gramps vocal words...then his trading of ways with things..

I love the views at different times of the days from Jersey City looking into NYC.

There are maybe 4 spots here in JC I could just sit and watch with the different colors the sky brings and the sunset and the lights coming on lil by little in the buildings

The one I havent been able to take a pic of my drive home from werk. I am lucky I dont have to get on the freeways or anything just the residential streets into downtown for my work commute, on the way home I pass a block long park and in the background the city resides - the tree's and the abundance of grass yet the city feel - a balance - then someone honks their damn horn and i forget im in the envoy and my few seconds of bliss and calmness are interrupted and off I go with my foot on the pedal passing the crazy mini busses every other block.

Movie OC - so in the past two weeks -I've gone to see Catch a Fire - loved it, love true stories that have decent endings especially when deaing with a change in society has occured and when they show the actual individual its based upon and Derek Luke - enjoyed his physical features since - Antwone Fischer. Babel - still unsure how I really feel bout it, it was intense thats for sure, mixed feelings about it. Borat - funniest shit I've seen in years - its fucked up how some "americans" mindset is and their ingnorant thoughts they share with anyone and to think these people might be my neighbors. Its amazing how some people feel that they are superior to everyone around them...and it seems to never end with generations..