school knocks....
Im going home in three days! HOLLLLAH!
went to this hop hop poetry place last nite called Club Love in the city - talk about feeling the loves jones setting (oh well minus a guy or two next to mee) but it was real nice...got there kind of late so we only got to hear two performers, but its nice hearing people talk about shit, real shit beyond the self but why, why is there always someone in the crowd who has to scream "yea, yea, yea, mmm...hmmm, amen", loud as hell during the whole show along with the endless claps they make so really were you able to hear what the performers were wording? or really when your at a game - there is always that one fan that wants everyone in their section to hear his frustrations and moments of glory by screaming, swearing, hooting and hollaring! SHUT the fuck up and watch the game, shut the hell up and listen to the performers words.
I havent thought about my thesis for awhile now and thats not a good sign...I feel like the more and more I keep my thesis on my shelf, it will not only collect dust but my thoughts i've put into it will drift away and how much dedication I had to that 35 page paper. My topic is one topic that hasnt really been examined in research and thats what I love about it...its hopefully something new that will be presented...Im not looking for a cure for the people in my findings or for the answer but rather simple suggestions on to better the future generations and make a shift in the change of a certain group of people. I know that I have guidance, direction and advisors to help me along the way but these are really my own thoughts and work that I dont have anyone suggesting me to do this or go that route. Im used to having alot of direction in aspects of my work, wait life; Im hoping this will help me, as its currently sitting on my shelf waiting for me to edit it more.
Kirstie Alley, Jered from Subway and Anna Nicole Smith are lame! and their weight loss was made simple for them, well Alley and Smith first - and currently Jered. Now we as regular folk can maybe, most likely, possibly afford to buy TrimSpa (although Im cool on taking a pill), Jenny Craig and of course subway. Now the difference between them and me is...of course I'd lose the 15 pounds I've been trying to lose these yrs if you paid me, gave me a contract and knew my ass would be on camera numerous times. Of course I'd lose mad weight if I didnt have the 9-5 job, had a chef make and shop for all my meals and could afford a trainer at $100 a session (which $100 is probably cheap) Why they get so much credit - as for Jered yea he lost the weight on his own but now he probably has a nice lil montly check from subway and who the hell wants to eat subway 7 days a week without cheese, mayo on the sub! get the hell outta here! give me my cheese, my hellman's mayonaise!! if i had someone sitting right next to me telling me to put down that cookie...id be hella skinnay too...no thanks! like my happiness and relationship with food...no daily pill burning the fat, the treadmill and I work out alot these days, jenny craig's food is BLAND - whats the point of eating if one can't anjoy their food and subway tastes good yea but everyday knowing no chips with my 6 inch wheat sub of meat and loaded veggies........i'll pass
went to this hop hop poetry place last nite called Club Love in the city - talk about feeling the loves jones setting (oh well minus a guy or two next to mee) but it was real nice...got there kind of late so we only got to hear two performers, but its nice hearing people talk about shit, real shit beyond the self but why, why is there always someone in the crowd who has to scream "yea, yea, yea, mmm...hmmm, amen", loud as hell during the whole show along with the endless claps they make so really were you able to hear what the performers were wording? or really when your at a game - there is always that one fan that wants everyone in their section to hear his frustrations and moments of glory by screaming, swearing, hooting and hollaring! SHUT the fuck up and watch the game, shut the hell up and listen to the performers words.
I havent thought about my thesis for awhile now and thats not a good sign...I feel like the more and more I keep my thesis on my shelf, it will not only collect dust but my thoughts i've put into it will drift away and how much dedication I had to that 35 page paper. My topic is one topic that hasnt really been examined in research and thats what I love about it...its hopefully something new that will be presented...Im not looking for a cure for the people in my findings or for the answer but rather simple suggestions on to better the future generations and make a shift in the change of a certain group of people. I know that I have guidance, direction and advisors to help me along the way but these are really my own thoughts and work that I dont have anyone suggesting me to do this or go that route. Im used to having alot of direction in aspects of my work, wait life; Im hoping this will help me, as its currently sitting on my shelf waiting for me to edit it more.
Kirstie Alley, Jered from Subway and Anna Nicole Smith are lame! and their weight loss was made simple for them, well Alley and Smith first - and currently Jered. Now we as regular folk can maybe, most likely, possibly afford to buy TrimSpa (although Im cool on taking a pill), Jenny Craig and of course subway. Now the difference between them and me is...of course I'd lose the 15 pounds I've been trying to lose these yrs if you paid me, gave me a contract and knew my ass would be on camera numerous times. Of course I'd lose mad weight if I didnt have the 9-5 job, had a chef make and shop for all my meals and could afford a trainer at $100 a session (which $100 is probably cheap) Why they get so much credit - as for Jered yea he lost the weight on his own but now he probably has a nice lil montly check from subway and who the hell wants to eat subway 7 days a week without cheese, mayo on the sub! get the hell outta here! give me my cheese, my hellman's mayonaise!! if i had someone sitting right next to me telling me to put down that cookie...id be hella skinnay too...no thanks! like my happiness and relationship with food...no daily pill burning the fat, the treadmill and I work out alot these days, jenny craig's food is BLAND - whats the point of eating if one can't anjoy their food and subway tastes good yea but everyday knowing no chips with my 6 inch wheat sub of meat and loaded veggies........i'll pass
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