racism....

I'm sitting here in somewhat of a shock...kinda...some peoples' children that's all I can say.....

so the past few weeks have been filled with convo's regarding race..what people seem to know, think, and lastly assume all because of what the tv, the radio and shit life in general...have given and offered to us....

so as the new real world season denver has started...i was somewhat excited simply because I know denver somewhat and ventured to that city often and know the place......but they actually have two people of color on the show this season...two black men...a gay man, a white male and three girls. well it was well within the 2nd show that racial slurs were loudly and clearly expressed...after a night on the town, a house full of 20somethings who all have been picked to live in a house who LIKE to drink! what the hell does drinking lead to...a gay white man saying the N werd after some negative werds were exchanged at bar time in your the crib! werd em up...that werd has been such a trouble werd - never ending postitive outcome werd from the git go....it's a werd that man one could live without.........

but of course the N werd is here..whether its said between boys talking bout whats up, what it do.......a woman talking bout her broke ass man....the word like many words in the english dictionary has multiple meanings..negative, postive, verb and noun forms....many...

but once a white person says it negatively to a person of color, a black person...its just not something one does.....(not that im black and can truly relate but as a person of color I feel I can relate to it)

i just wasnt thinking that the gay white boy to say the N werd....yep im still shocked i guess u can say....

i sometimes have heard the n with the a ending exchanged between boys..native boys and look at them like really did u just say that....or white boys amongst each other...again really, why, why...dumbasses...

now on the same side of the word - we've all seen the kramer go crazy and spit the N werd not once but many a times in stage at the Laugh Comedy (you can see it on youtube.com) in LA...ya dumbass....why do people feel the need to blame werds-feelings that come out of their mouths on their own will at that moment to blame that shit on as kramer did drugs...riiiight! u kno damn well what u said and how u truly feel bout people of color or in this case some black people..i mean people always say tell us how you really feel...he did that nite in LA!!!

well now the damn laugh comedy has stated publicly that the word has been banned from the stage from the mic and if spoken or expressed, one will be charged $20.....thats it...a word that has caused endless arguments and is rooted deeply with negativity.....is worth $20 a pop.....hhmmmmmm

supposedly one of the wayans brothers has recently went on there and said i'll be damned if i let a white man be the last to freely express the N werd....and felt the need to say it 10 times of soo.....

really what did that prove....to kramer? the audience? me as a reader or someone who heard round the way what mr wayans did? nothing...im still going remember kramer truly speaking his mind about a person - people of color....and how he really must feel....shit people always say im not racist..i love this race...whatever the fuck ever....

ignorance and what people with no life experience think and feel....

would i be wrong to say some white people....SOME! i dont generalize....