Welcome 20 10 and 2009
It's a new year, 2009, it's another birthday coming and wait wait wait not just going but here. 30 is here with me. 30. How does it feel Meliss, Buffalo you feel old? Two of 100's of questions about turning over that new leaf this week. My leaf feels happy, young as one should feel, my legs let me run, my heart beats to every action in my daily life. Turning over a new leaf was simple. Today is Jan 7, 7 days into 2009 and 4 days into being 30.
Do I dare set goals with 2009, make different amends with my life now that I am no longer 20-something but 30. 20, 10 people, 20 10. chuckles
Well in all reality, I welcomed 2009 with a sweet kiss and said yaaaaay to this new year. I toasted with two other people and looked out the window to the city lights, the empire state building lit up in green and red and simply was hugged. I welcomed my birthday with lots of love and friendly reminders that I am loved really. by many. many. My heart felt happy. We popped a bubbly bottle of Moet in honor of my birthday and enjoyed each others company and laughed the next day as the night was recapped.
Now if we turn the clock back and look at September and slowly watch my life it wasn't as happy, I honestly dont know that I could do it over again. It was 4 long crazy yet memorable months for me. I quit teaching, yep I am no longer a teacher of little ones, I attempted nannying, hated it, some rich people are something else, attempted to move to Brooklyn, attempt failed. My pillow temporarily doesnt hav a bed to lay down to. Hopeful to have a place to call mines by Feb 1. I was asked to go to speed dating with my homegirl when I should have said no from the get go. Realized I didnt want to lose that special someone in my life right now...wheeew. I hope to make him my boyfriend soon. I do, i do. Me!! Part time job came and went just as it began, damn economy. Stress and anxiety was a high for me the last few months of '08. I was glad to be home with the family by christmas, to hold my neices and nephews, to let me sister be the big sister she always will be in my life. I realized the friends that I've let in my life out here are keepers. I realized in these past few months who I let be my rock. I hope this small group of my friends know how much I appreciate their friendships and know that I need u in my life!!
I want stability in '09, hells yes I do. I want to put forth effort into my current job and enjoy what I get out of it. Lots to learn and see in my field. New commute to work, different trains, no Jersey for the time being but I am cool with that. Hopeful to venture to Target err' now and then though. :) I want simplicity in my life. I don't want and hope to not need much.
Lets let the good times continue and the happier days ring on for meeee in '09 and into being 20 10!
Do I dare set goals with 2009, make different amends with my life now that I am no longer 20-something but 30. 20, 10 people, 20 10. chuckles
Well in all reality, I welcomed 2009 with a sweet kiss and said yaaaaay to this new year. I toasted with two other people and looked out the window to the city lights, the empire state building lit up in green and red and simply was hugged. I welcomed my birthday with lots of love and friendly reminders that I am loved really. by many. many. My heart felt happy. We popped a bubbly bottle of Moet in honor of my birthday and enjoyed each others company and laughed the next day as the night was recapped.
Now if we turn the clock back and look at September and slowly watch my life it wasn't as happy, I honestly dont know that I could do it over again. It was 4 long crazy yet memorable months for me. I quit teaching, yep I am no longer a teacher of little ones, I attempted nannying, hated it, some rich people are something else, attempted to move to Brooklyn, attempt failed. My pillow temporarily doesnt hav a bed to lay down to. Hopeful to have a place to call mines by Feb 1. I was asked to go to speed dating with my homegirl when I should have said no from the get go. Realized I didnt want to lose that special someone in my life right now...wheeew. I hope to make him my boyfriend soon. I do, i do. Me!! Part time job came and went just as it began, damn economy. Stress and anxiety was a high for me the last few months of '08. I was glad to be home with the family by christmas, to hold my neices and nephews, to let me sister be the big sister she always will be in my life. I realized the friends that I've let in my life out here are keepers. I realized in these past few months who I let be my rock. I hope this small group of my friends know how much I appreciate their friendships and know that I need u in my life!!
I want stability in '09, hells yes I do. I want to put forth effort into my current job and enjoy what I get out of it. Lots to learn and see in my field. New commute to work, different trains, no Jersey for the time being but I am cool with that. Hopeful to venture to Target err' now and then though. :) I want simplicity in my life. I don't want and hope to not need much.
Lets let the good times continue and the happier days ring on for meeee in '09 and into being 20 10!
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