Work. Walk. Eat

Another weekend past me by. The previous weekend was filled with sharing news, strolling the streets of NYC and engaging in comical conversations with two gals across 4 states. This weekend has been filled with my never ending thoughts about the direction my life has taken and will continue to take and streaming Netflix as I activated my membership again. Been on an independent kick. I added Fraggle Rock and An American Tail to my queue.

I need to start planning the direction my life is going to take. It will be exciting, full of stress I'm sure but again the joy and excitement will hopefully balance and overtake the stress and anxiety thats been with me for the past few months. Accepting something I thought would never be, yet I seriously know everything happens for a reason.

Work. Walk. Eat.

Walk. Eat. Work

Eat. Work. Walk.

My happiness lately has come down to where. Where will my happiness take me. Where will it be. Where will it settle. I know it won't be here in DC. I've been lonely lately and feel like I have more conversations with my silent thoughts than I do with my others. Sometimes I want to reach out but I already fret I will know the answers that will come from those I speak with and simply want to vent and not seek an answer.

I also feel like the answer I give everyone lately is a "I don't know" maybe that to is why I'm avoiding certain conversations. I don't have answers to their questions and maybe they are looking for more or hoping I will say something specific. I have never felt less like me than I do right now.

At least the Cherry Blossoms and the Freer Museum brought me temporary happiness and let my thoughts engage in something new. Decoding Egyptian Hieroglyphs.

Well its back to...Walk. Eat. Work. not always in any specific order...