times a turning

awww to go and sit under a cherry blossom tree and breathe, simply sit and ponder my life and the current track i am on. To silence my world for ten seconds.

So its been well over three years on my east coast adventure, I have yet to see many parts of the northeast, to see some of the great museums in NYC or walk outside, like right now to enjoy the night moon. Too many damn houses train tracks and noise to enjoy the endless stars that call my eyes.

I've enjoyed the ups and downs I've endured in the past year. Shit to think about it, its been a little over year since my heart has grown, my fears have been lived, my bank account emptied, the thesis remains unwritten, yet I can still say I am able to smile and enjoy many days that i've been given. Now do i make the most of each day, naw not really.

Has it made me stronger. I still get up everyday, I go to a job that I must admit I actually find challenging and appreciate the families I meet and am able to provide resources for in a city I am learning myself.