Philly and Time

it's been a minute...a day.....too few words typed by me these days on my lonely labtop...Ive been behind on the emails as well...which I sometimes view as ok...being a email freak scares meeee

Hmmm where did I last leave off...the finally's

I went up to philly this past wkd and ran what started as a dreaded 6 miles on Broad Street - ran thru Temple University - almost got bit by a damn pitbull mix - dogs have that instinct that tells them this girl fears us, go for her! I kno that is what them lil' shits are thinking but luckily the lady who appeared to be in the zone - actually was holding onto the leash....and i only had to scream of fear and not scream from actually being Bitten! wheeeeeeeew - Philly has some ofthe coolest murals Ive encountered..I really cant wait to go back and be able to take some pics with the camera...art is very much a love in that city! our 10 mile run down Broad Street seeeeeeeeeems soo long..I was, wait scratch that. maybe I still am nervous to do 10 miles...dont want to think about it...although the end of the run - brings us to the Navy Yard in Philly which is just beyond the green fields that lays in front of the entrances to the 76er's, the Phillys and the Eagles - its a nice aread to end the race and feel the desire to pick up the pace to the finish line....whereas the start of the race is just dirty streets...

I have spring break starting FRIDAY (thaaaaank-god) and Im actually going to be staying here in Jerz....I wanted to go home but figure I always go home - spending my money on plane tix - seeing people still at their everyday norm of settled life that leaves me bored at times.......Well beyond my aunty moving back home to be near family and the rez....it appears my mom is ready to move home - the rez is calling her indian blood and be within minutes of her siblings. I am happy for her, but lately there has been endless questions posed to me, when are you coming home, as a aunty of mine said we dont even know what you look like anymore or what you sound like....gee I thought - why, why do I always have to go home and no one makes any attempts to come see meeee...sooo as of right now I dont even know where I will be come June...let alone my wkd plans - I'm not a planner..

Timing is everything in this world I've come to realize....if Im ready, damn if that doesnt mean so should another person...when they are ready...go figure I probably won't be...where is that time when two people want the same thing at the same time! TIME, Time, damn if dont know how to feel about it.....